Worse thing that can happend now is giveing up the hope.
DONT GIVE UP!
We learn while we live and we learn every day, sometimes more, sometimes less, sometime on bad ,sometime on better way. But if You can learn on own faults it is the best way to learn.
We are all learning how to grow plants here right? So, chin up and straigh forward!
P.S.
now U have much better things to warry about
